Current Mood:
At this momment,i dunnoe wat to expect.
What to do or what to say. Maybe it was my fault..it has always been..like hell i screwed things up for my so called best friend before..n now with th 3 people i treasure....But please ive had enuff... Enuff of laughing and intimate moments that dont mean a thing..Please,dont get me wrong..i aint comparing u with others..im just telling u my fears...it hurts to wait in vain... i am sumone who needs confession assurance that i am who i am... then only then i will be calm...faithful..i will trust watever you does..coz i know n ive heard that you truly a great person n then i truly believes..I'll let u people hv ur tym to rekindle the friendship that was once lost..my vision is a blurry.. These tears kept falling..failing my eyes to look ahead..so i guess, im just gonna stay rooted to the ground..
Hais .. i also dunno wht im mumbling about . Anyway people , weekends was a damn bored day laaa kans ? heh , stay ard home & nothing to do .
So just chatting with ana . No mood to cht with th rest as i was so damn tired now.
So , yesterdae ard around 4 , go back to school as bored ard home . saw nadhirah and amalina all . so , as i wanted to walk towards them , saw apin and zafren ard another table . so , didn't look ard them ard all then . But2 , idk whyy apin and zafren kept on staring ard me . & i knew they was talking bout me . i was patience then . but they non-stop looking ard me and laugh . so , i started to be unpatience and went away . go fushan and search fr fyro all . but seem didn't found anyone . so, go back school again . ard th gate , saw zafren and apin all just wanted to went out frm school . didn't look ard both of them ard all . haziq was ther also staring ard me and he kept on smiling ard me . haha , smile back ard hym but with sadness face . so , apin called me 'th inconvenience' . & ignored hym and walk away . so , went back to th same table . mr.raja saw me holding a hp and he just smile . hahaha, funny laaa hym . best teacher ever laa kans! hahahaha . :D . so , i guess i felt much better whn rifqih make jokes to cheer me up . so today i guess i wanted to go yishun to meet fafad . seem lyke he wanted to help me though . and his fetching me ard 3. so i guess i wanted to get some rest first . Kae people , im out . =)