If only u know how u make me feel worst abt myself that i dont wanna show ma true self infront of u. because u make me feel not right abt maself, ur words hurt me at times. yes bt at times i dont deny u did make me smile, with ur stupid silly jokes thts nt usually ma type. just to fit in with u.. u love this bt i love tht.. u interested in this n me interested in tht.. we both never show our true feelings to one another.. the love we made, died in our own hands, with our selfishness.. i love the love alot.. deep inside, i love it alot.. i heard the heartbeat, ma heart drop, ma tears drop. i hide it, bcuz i still cnt show maself infront of u, i dont feel comfortable with u. im not secure. with u ard, dosnt make no difference. i keep the love pic with me, i dont dare to see. its make my tears drop.still thinking abt it everyday n night, the names fixed. the plans made, inside ma head.. only inside ma head..

Tell me, tell me if you don't love me.
Tell me, tell me if you treat me nothing more than just a friend.
Tell me, tell me if there's someone at heart already.
Tell me, tell me if I'm no one to you.
Tell me, tell me if I'm just your toy.
Tell me, tell me if I don't deserve to be yours.
Tell me, tell me if those hugs and kisses are just part of the game.

Stop playing with my heart.
I have had enough from my past and I think it isn't fair for you to play around with my heart this time. I did nothing wrong. And I guess, it's time for you to be truthful enough and tell me if there's someone else u love.

Jyeaah , we fought again . Very dissapointing .