Monday, August 31, 2009

yes uhr, atlast nana dpt tgk cite bohsia. :D:D

geyreq taw tuu cite ? sape2 yg lom tgk, i think u shud go and watch luhr kae ?
anyway, today's celebration teachers day, was not so bad. i saw kak hani up there on the stage, dancing. cute taw diye ? haha, :D

and oh, i just came back from meeting kid, faris and ayumie. kae, let me elaborate from morning till now kae ? as usual, woke up and get ready for school. went to school with nadia today. reach school, went straight to class. blablabla, we assemble at the parade square, and we did the ACES dance. kekek uhr diye peh joget :D. tap geyreq uhr. hee. then, after the ACES dance, we went to class. teacher talktalk with the class about something.

then, at around 9.45, we went to the hall. had the teacher concert till 10 plus ? after dismissal, went to my primary school. saw my old friends. heh, i miss them sakk. betul, tak bedek. especially, sabriena, fazilah, asyiqin, ritzhann (:. we gather and we talktalk luhr. then, meet mdm loo and cikgu mariam. heh.

then, at around 1 plus, we went out from the school. harina and i, went to lydia house to slack. sambil tuuh, kite pown bukak luhr cite bohsia tuu. dhen suddenly, amelia came. blablabla, aieumie pulakk came. then, we slack and smoke all. then, we went down to meet aziz and friends. know what ? i saw hakim. haha. kk, dhen, slack uhr smpi 6 plus. dhen, some of us took bus and some of us walk to the interchange. kecoh sak biler nga jalan tuu. mcm2 berlaku :D.

kae then, reach interchange, meet kid and faris. slack till 8 plus gituu. bei, went home. smpi ruma, tak mandi tak ape, tros bukak com. heh. mls dehhh :D. nanti uhr kae ? heh. oh, kae uhr readers, kakak nak pakai com. byebye (:

PS: sorie, i dont entertain spammers. but before that, who are you to judge me ? i know im not perfect, and i dont claim to be. but before u pointing fingers, make sure ur hands are clean and look urself first on the mirror. kae syg ? ;D

Friday, August 28, 2009

Hey (:
I just came back from yew tee and everything's gone wrong. Wont elaborate here. Coz it gonna making's me cry and cry, and frustated. hmm. Oh well, my dear amelia has just started her first day working. Good luck bby. (: Oh yea, im tired actually. but i just don't feel to rest.anyway, i miss my dear lydia. her fone been confiscicate by her father. and that's makes us lost contact.

To lydia :
im sorie bie, if im the cause of it. i know, because of me, u've been scolded by ur father. i'm sorry if i always make trouble. i'm sorry, im sorry, im sorry. i feel useless, as a friend to help my best friend. Oh mistake, more than just a best friend (:. im truly sorry.

To kid :
i know im nothing to u. but pls, dont treat me this way. u think im ur dog ? biler tkde kwn, caryk aku. biler da ade kwn, tinggalkan aku. mcm tad, ex kaw ade tros tak layan aku. PALA BUTO LUHR. kaw pikir aku ni ape xial ? if u keep on like this, dont ever think i'll gonna talk to u again. okaay bby ? and anyway, thanks so much uhr kae psl tad. i really appreciate uhr, my dear kid. im not gonna follow u guys tomorrow for the outing. u all can go without me. tuu bende, i can take next time. tak mati uhr kalaw tak angkat tu bende. jgn pikir aku MERAJOK uhr kae. sikit pon tkde uhr kae. tap aku da naek bosan uhr kene layan mcm anjing.

To cousin bie :
u changed. u not the old bie i know long time ago. u tottally different uhr bie. nowadays, u like to be always angry. i dont know wht's up with u. like what i said, cousin for what right ? im always here to listen to ur problems. but pls, jgn sbbkan ur masaalah, dgn nabilah² skali, u want to mara² mcm gini. i also have my own problems. and i always share it with u. about my mataey, my friends in school, what bad thing i do, smue i tell u. and now, i expect u to do it the same. or maybe, im the one who changed ? tell me bie, who changed ? hmm, we should talk the next time we meet. (:

kae lurh readers, till here.

Tuesday, August 25, 2009



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i really wanted to see this movie. people was talking about it in school. i know, its a good movie. but i'll wait. just wait. hmm.

Oh, atlast, im sick. :D:D
There's no need for u to ask me to get well soon coz im proud that im sick.
kae, i know im weird. so, just shut ur mouth and just continue to read. heh :D
maaf, fanatic sikit. :D

hmm, i miss yew tee peeps. i miss slacking with them. oh gosh ! , but its okae, i'll be coming there tomorrow or maybe thurday. so, dont worie guys. i'll sure come. i miss u guys 10 times more then u miss me okae ? Oh, today, school was bored. coz im just lying my head down all the way. sick uh kan ? but someone's wake me up duing MT lesson. sape lagi kalaw bukan madi, right ? u asshole XD !

today, i'll break my fast at home. last 3 days, i'll break my fast outside. at amelia house. her mum cook's something special. nice dehhh. :D:D. Oh, and anyway, yesterday i went out with afiq and friends to bugis. of course, amelia also tag along lurh. Boistar and his gerl, was there too. and also kakak, their god sister. now, mine and amelia's too. heh. but err, im not having quite fun yesterday. coz i saw my ex, achaii. irritating tawukk, tgk diye peh muke ? grr. and sebabkan tuu, i went home early. same goes to amelia. takkan diye sorang pulak kans ? hmm.

but err, i saw this checkers shirt. oh gosh, lawar siakk. urrgh ! i want, i want. :(
erm, k la, till here. buhbye.

SELAMAT BERPUASA KEPADA SEMUA UMAT ISLAM ! :D

Friday, August 21, 2009

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Ayy bie, :D
Happy 14th birthday dearest !
May ur wish come true. and, last long dgn ramdan taw.
Birthday tuu birthday. tap puase mesti mau tetap puase yerr sayangk ? :D
Ur friendship for me is precious. So, ur problem, is mine too. kae ?
ILOVEYOU & IMISSYOU la preety.


Ayy, heyhey.
Firstly, i want to tell u guys, that i've get my piercing. Near the mouth there.
Ah, dunno how to say la. u pandai pandai pikir la kae ?
But sadly, babel hilang, tadiik pagi la kan ? -.-
Erm, readers, short post for today. Coz lydia just called me and she ask me to go her house.
Okaay buhbye. ;D

PS: sorie, i can't be yours. hatiku tetap menyanyangi si dia itu. u just go find another girl aite. and, im so sorie to hear about ur past. i feel sad for u. no matter what, my ear is always open to hear ur problems kae. (:

Monday, August 17, 2009

Readers :D [!]
hello, hello. firstly, i want to tell u people about my outings during the weekends. Okay, let me start from saturday morning. i woke up quite early. i think at around 8.30 ? err, got a wake up call from shahkaii. he ask me to go and bath and got change. we decided to go to east coast park that morning. so, okae, i wake up and i called lydia. i wake her up. and she told me, she cannot go out. so, erm, im okae with it. i can't force her kan ? then, i went to hit the shower. while showering, heard the phone rings. my auntie answer the phone and it was adibah. err, thenthen, after showered, i called adibah. tell her where to meet and so on. so then, 10.30, i walk out from house and went to boots and shoes to meet adibah and amelia up.

reach there already, saw the both of them. we then off to take 966 bus. blablabla, reach east coast park, search for the rest. while searching, saw this group of mat-reps. err, kene kacau ah seii -.-. kae, we didn't even border to entertain them also. so, when had already saw their pit, first thing, saw achaii and with another two girls. dunno who and dun wan to know anyway. i feel uncomfortable sitting with them so the three of us seat at another table. those two girls is a bitch laa kan. they flirt2 with achaii. they think i jealous or what ah. but err, i don't care actually. then, shahkaii and afiq and with another boy came. they seat with us and we talk2. then, i and adibah thought to walk2 a while. so, we decided to walk at around the sea there. then suddenly, adibah splash water at me. grr, i splash her back laa kan. and so, both was wet. really wet. aftertt, we went to the toilet to dry ourself. then, they all decided to go vivo city. err, while walking to the bus stop, i saw achaii and one of this bitch, holding hand.

i was wondering what's up with them. then, i ask afiq. he told me they were 'mataey'. erm, i feel sad at the first place. but after a while, i feel much more better. all the way while walking, achaii with his gerl was hugging and holding hand each other. they wants to make me jealous ah kan ? okaay ah pape. i ignored them and i just walk. then, on the bus, they was kissing. maner tak sakit ati aku kan ? lagi shahkaii bukak lagu jiwang. k ah admit, i cried infront of them. achaii and his gerl was sitting infront so they didn't saw. but the rest who was sitting behind with me, saw and they persuade me. then, reach bedok, achaii and the 2 bitches, went to the another way coz achaii gerl want to change clothes all. nade2 kan ? GRR ! :@

then, we all took bus to go vivo city. on the bus, they all was talking about achaii. shahkaii and afiq was really mad at achai. mane tak mara kan ? achai da ade nonok, brother lupe sei. k ah dhen, reach vivo. we went to meet abg boistar. then, abg boistar treat us all eat. after we go to eat, we slack. then, achaii and the another two bitches came. kite da nga hepi² tros smue da takde mood. kk, wont elaborate here. then, we all pecah. boistar went home or idk where. afiq, shahkaii and with another boy went home. achaii and with the another two bitches stayed. and adibah, amelia and me went to play the water there. erm, we splash each other la kan. org tgh nak keringkan baju, drg pi basahkan nabilah baleq pulakk. aiyo. k ah dhen, afttt, we went to watch this competiton. so called, band's competition. we saw one of this group from anugerah band, group putra. err afttt, we decided to go home.

while walkting to the mrt, saw mus, fadz, kid and faris. they told us that they wanted to go vivo city. so, kite pon patah baleq vivo ah. they then wanted to slack at the waterwater thingy. then, adibah plan to make them wet. ape lagiik kan ? me and adibah and amelia pon tolak la satu2. kk, smue basah kuyop. hah, then, basah2 jugakk kite jalan2 pat shopping mall tuu. sejuuk laa seii. while walking, saw fadz friend, ayumi. err, so called as yuyu. fadz ask her to tag along with us. so does she. then, we get to know each other. aftt, they decided to go east coast park, ton there. ape lagiik kan, kite pon pata la baleq pi east coast park tuu. kite pon ton la kan. but amelia and mus went home. for some certain reason la. tuu pon last min. then, the rest of us, mandyy laut. this time pulakk, nabilah kene campak pat laut dgn drg smue. aiya. k urh, dhen at around 4 plus, we all get changed. afttt, we saw this pondok. we then, seat there. i guess, i saw achaii and the rest there. k urh, sbb nak pastikan kan, me and adbiah pon action2 nk pi toilet ah. atlast, betul ah tuu drg. tap shakai dgn afiq takde. achai tego kite tap kite tak layan. sape mau pi layan kalaw tuu due bitch ade.

then, we all was very tired. satu2 ah tdo jap. then, 6 plus, we woke up. kite smue menggigil kesejukkan taw ? haha ! dhen, 7 plus, kite jalan. seriously, all of us was shivearing on the bus. lagi2 baju smue nga basah. k ah dhen, reach yew tee, we slack a while. dhen, mus came. we then go slack at mus house. atlast ah dpt makan XP ! lapar oiii .. haha ! to make the story shorten, i and yuyu go home at around 4. reach home, at around 10. erm, pelik kan ? jalan kul 4, smpi ruma kul 10 ? haha ! sorie ah, crite panjang ah. k dhen, reach home, tak mandii tak ape, tros tdo. smpi mama pon mara. aku ape peduli, aku tdo je la. the next morning, serious, penat gyler babs. mcm nak tnk taw pi skola. tap terpakse ah, ade common test owi. k ah dhen, lepas paper da ahbes. dpt tdo jap. tuu pon tdo 20 min je. err, k skip.

erm, school today was fun actually. but im restless. so, keje aku, tdo je la pat dlm kelas. smpi kene mara dgn mr euan taw ? hmmph ! anyway kan, i saw kak hani at vivo. with a guy. mataey ke kak tuu ? haha ! k la readers, till here. byebye. :)
*photo's will upload tomorrow aite ?*

To achaii :
i know u still have feelings towards me. i can see the way u look at me. ur eyes was full of sadness. im sorie to leave u, bby. last long with that bitch.


PS: hp rosakk ! :(

Thursday, August 13, 2009

the time now shows 10.30pm. ya, i know tomorrow has school. but i didn't even feel to go and sleep. dad and adeq fetching mom's from work. abang, outside the house with friends. smoking i guess. kaay, i dont even border la. sister, sleep already. penat la tuu agknye. and me, myself ? hearing song. oh, im addicted to this nice song, cari jodoh by wali band. quite funny la. teehee.

anyway, lydia called me in the afternoon. i miss her alot la. but err, pity her that her cellphone been confisicated by her form teacher. house fone pulakk, she cannot use. her father don't allow her to. her laptop, her father keep. see, pity la. how i want to contact her like this ? :(

oh, tommorrow's already friday. seriously, it was really fast. pejam kelip, pejam kelip. 1 more week, fasting month already. then, hari raya. damn, the time this year was really fast. i just really can't wait for countdown. confirm fun nye. i'll ton ah ti countdown. who want to tag along ? haha ! weiik, 4 more months la. " be patient la nabilah :D"

err, tomorrow's gonna go yew tee. slack ah slack. nini turon ah bsok, yes ah yes :D erm, kaay, i started to feel sleepy already. wait, let me look at time first. err.. da 11 ! dad, mom and adeq pon da baleq nie. k, goodnite readers ! ;D

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

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new skin, new lyfee. can ? haha ! erm, i still can't forget achaii. sadness still felt. but what to do, its already fade. he didn't love me. so, for what i should love him, right ? nehh, i'm trying my best to forget him also. pray for me, that i can. kayy ? school was boring. had MT common test just now. the paper was quite easy. so, nothing to worry about. im just worry about my maths. im totally weak in that subject. grr. oh well, lydia's went missing. didn't call or message me today. sayangk, where are you ? call me quick. i miss you :D. anyway, had argument with lydia yesterday.

im reallyreally sorie bby. i didn't mean anything to hurt u. i followed them and not accompanied u coz i need to talk with achaii. u know what happen between me and him right ? i just need u to understand me. could you ?

Oh well, classmates had cheered me up. they saw me crying in class just now. thanks so much la, dearest classmates :D. Oh, sorry for not telling u where i went on national day. erm, i went to esplanade actually. it was totally fun ! the fireworks was awesome ! haha. err, okaay la dearest. i gtg. father ask me to shop tuu buy his favourite chocolate bar tuu. haha, daddy daddy ! :D okaay go ! ;D

PS: kasih dan sayang, cinta dan rindu. cinta kita putus akhirnya. cinta kita hanyalah sementara. zahirku terluka, engkau anggap biasa. dan kini, ku tahu ku bukan kekasih mu. sebaknya rasa di dalam dadaku. menahan titis airmataku.

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Im nothing to him anymore. Im sick of his attitude. ' NABILAH, KAW TAK PATOT LA ADE MATAEY!'
urrgh, damn. whyy they always make me this way ? what i did ? did i hurt them ? he treat me not like his girl, but a friend. yes, a friend. please la, im sick of all this laa. don't make me this way laa, tolong. *tears*

and, oh achaii,
buang duitt aku je topup kan kaw. tak cakap thank you pon dgn aku. pastu tad nak bwat prangai. aku bobal serious dgn kaw, kaw bwat kelakar ? eykk, takk perlu ahkae. kaw tatawu betape sygnye aku dgn kaw taw. kaw sanggop bwat aku gini mcm. kaw pikir aku ni pompan takde maruah perh ? pompan yg org bolei bwat pakai buang ? eykq ? naseb baek tad abg boistar tak sound kaw rabak ah dgn care kaw salam aku tad. walaupon aku baru knl diye eyk, aku rase diye tuu 10 gande setie ah darie kaw ! pls la eykq, change ur attitude. maner pompan tak lari dgn prangai kaw gini mcm kan ? paleng lamer kaw nye relationship dgn ex kaw smue pon , 3 bulan kan ? eyk, come on ah boii. kaw tuu da 17. prangai matured skitt ah bolei ? aku slowtalk dgn kaw tad pon tak gune. menyakitkan ati je. bukan nye settle pon problem kite nie. da la, bgos ah kaw nak kene masok tuu lock-up ! 4 tahun ah boii. 4 tahun bukan mcm 4 minggu taw ? kaw jage diri ahkae. aku harap harap kaw berubah la biler kaw da kluar nantie. kalaw da keluar tuu pon, pi la kawin dgn sdare jao kaw tuu, yg mak kaw nak jodohkan kaw tuu. aku sygkan kaw taw. tuu psl aku amek kesah psl kaw. tap kaw tak amek pedulu pown. so, aku takde choice ah tap aku nak kene tinggalkan kaw. laen kali, simpan je kaw peh sweetmotherfcuker talking tuu kae, biler that tyme kaw mintak aku jad mataey kaw. anyway, aku masih simpan tuu mxg taw. i won't forget the memories we jokes around together tuu kae. i really treasure it taw. tc kae.

ILOVEYOU, IMISSYOU,
hugs and kisses,
nabilah.
*tears*

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

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ACHAI, KAW MAT-REP ! :P

so far, we're okay. but we sometimes argue. jokes argue. :D
he called me minah-rep, and i called him mat-rep. muahahahaha XD
the argue will end when he slap me and i slap him back. sakit tawuu bie ? k takpe, i'll kick ur ass, asshole :D. anyway lydia, sorry about yesterday. i mean, sorry about achaii attitude yesterday. i know he did disturb u. but neh mind, aku ade. ape diye buat kat kaw, aku buat kat diye baleq. like how i did to him yesterday. ok bby ? :D

Oh, today didn't meet up baby. grr. i miss him tawuk ? and, oh yea, many people sick nowadays. musim peh ? how i wish i was sick too. so, tak paya pi skola. kankan ? :D. anyway achaii, kaw pi makan obat kaw lurrh ! degil eykq kaw ? aku nak kaw baik cepat okaay ass ? aku sayang samer kaaaaaawww. :D

erm, school was fun today. likewise, the berok's, make noise. dorang mane kesah bdk senior ade exam ke tak. haha ! siakk je. erm, im gonna be veryvery busy this week. let me show u the schedule.

● wednesday - went to meet lydia to take my stuff.
● thursday - went for extra class. went to meet up bby.
● friday - went to meet up baby.
● saturday - rewang at kak noor wedding.
● sunday - went to kak noor wedding. work, kendarat. went to lydia's bbq.

pfft. see, bz kan ? lagi2 on sunday. tuu pon tatawu plak sempat ke tak pi keje. erm, how tired i was this week. nie pown tak cukop tidur. ti nak jumpe lydia, to take my stuff. aiya. please, i want to sick ! so, tak paya pi sekola. pat ruma bolei tido ! I WANT TO SICK , I WANT TO SICK [!]




ACHAII !

his my one and only okaaay ?
ILOVEHIM & HELOVEME ! ;D
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Saturday, August 1, 2009

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there's more actually to upload. erm, yesderday was awesome la kans. terserempak pulak dgn wan cicak. kite pon tego. erm, it was dark so i couldn't see weather hilmi was there or not. coz he text me saying ' nabilah, nabilah pat esplanade kan ? tgok bunge api kan ? ' haha, terperanjat pulakk la kans ? erm, we make friends too with this group's of mat-reps. quite fun slacking with them. one of them name, achaii, mintak knl². and skrg, he ask me for stead ? err, baru knl kan ? gyler nye achaii ! muahahaha. anyway, my dear invited readers, i wont post much here. i had to do something else. im bz la. ok, maaf maaf. (: