Im nothing to him anymore. Im sick of his attitude. ' NABILAH, KAW TAK PATOT LA ADE MATAEY!'
urrgh, damn. whyy they always make me this way ? what i did ? did i hurt them ? he treat me not like his girl, but a friend. yes, a friend. please la, im sick of all this laa. don't make me this way laa, tolong. *tears*

and, oh achaii,
buang duitt aku je topup kan kaw. tak cakap thank you pon dgn aku. pastu tad nak bwat prangai. aku bobal serious dgn kaw, kaw bwat kelakar ? eykk, takk perlu ahkae. kaw tatawu betape sygnye aku dgn kaw taw. kaw sanggop bwat aku gini mcm. kaw pikir aku ni pompan takde maruah perh ? pompan yg org bolei bwat pakai buang ? eykq ? naseb baek tad abg boistar tak sound kaw rabak ah dgn care kaw salam aku tad. walaupon aku baru knl diye eyk, aku rase diye tuu 10 gande setie ah darie kaw ! pls la eykq, change ur attitude. maner pompan tak lari dgn prangai kaw gini mcm kan ? paleng lamer kaw nye relationship dgn ex kaw smue pon , 3 bulan kan ? eyk, come on ah boii. kaw tuu da 17. prangai matured skitt ah bolei ? aku slowtalk dgn kaw tad pon tak gune. menyakitkan ati je. bukan nye settle pon problem kite nie. da la, bgos ah kaw nak kene masok tuu lock-up ! 4 tahun ah boii. 4 tahun bukan mcm 4 minggu taw ? kaw jage diri ahkae. aku harap harap kaw berubah la biler kaw da kluar nantie. kalaw da keluar tuu pon, pi la kawin dgn sdare jao kaw tuu, yg mak kaw nak jodohkan kaw tuu. aku sygkan kaw taw. tuu psl aku amek kesah psl kaw. tap kaw tak amek pedulu pown. so, aku takde choice ah tap aku nak kene tinggalkan kaw. laen kali, simpan je kaw peh sweetmotherfcuker talking tuu kae, biler that tyme kaw mintak aku jad mataey kaw. anyway, aku masih simpan tuu mxg taw. i won't forget the memories we jokes around together tuu kae. i really treasure it taw. tc kae.

ILOVEYOU, IMISSYOU,
hugs and kisses,
nabilah.
*tears*