Why does my one by one of my loved ones leaved me ?!
Why all this should happen to me ? What did i do wrong until i get this ?!
First, i lose my bestest friend, lydia. We're not as close as like what we was last time. and afterthat, my Mr.Right. and then, Abg bunny :(:(
Then, who will be next ? who who ?! You know what, those teardrops means nothing. Coz by seeing me cry, is nothing. Coz you really dont know how sad i am. Only god knows.
Well, i had enough. yes, enough. I want to be alone. I dont need anyone for the time being. Just, leave me alone .. :(



Abg bunny,
hate me all you want kae ? u just tink about urself. and sorie to be hash, U'RE SELFISH !
yes abg, U'RE SELFISH ! Thanks for everything you've done for me. You're the best abg i ever had, the fucking best. i Swear ! My own brother even not like you. im so lucky & grateful to have a brother like you. im sorry for each and every mistakes i've done. and now, You're left me Without any Feelings. Dont come and tell me , u were just using me. If you treated me like ur own sister, You wont leave me just like that. and you know, i wont throw away without any feelings, all those sweet memories we had together. Muhammad Shaid, I thought i could spend my life with u as a siblings. I mean, good siblings. But end up , this is what i get in return ? Ok. And do you know how i feel right now ? You dont know kan ? hais. Is this the way u really wanted ? okeh . ur wish had come true . takecare EX Brother (: ure in trouble ? dont bother to come and find me. u know im being faithful towards You . I wish i could turn back time. Hais, i think im just wasting my time typing all this. Coz i know, you wont EVER realised your own mistake. Byebye, tc. :(

PS: thanks people for cheering me up :)

Takecare,
Cause i Care ? :D