Every night, before i went to sleep, i never failed to think of u. I miss you hubbylove. :( i really really do. I always ask myself, what did i do wrong that u treat me this way ? I feel jealous when i get to know u & her became more closer. I feel jealous because i dont want anybody else to have u. I feel like killing myself. I read her blog, & tears started to fell. Why u treat me differently when we were still together ? You didn't treat me like how the way u treat her. I dont know what other ways for me to do to forget u. The more i tried to forget u, the more i remember u. :'( No one know's how big was my love for you. Haiishh ! But i know, no matter what, life have to move on. But i really really can't ! No matter how hard my friends tried to cheer me up, the pain still there.
I may be smiling. But im hurting inside. Haiisshh !
 
ILoveYou, IMissYou, IWantYou, INeedYou,
♥ Muhammad Zulfika Bin Zainudin :'(

As i feel the tears coming town from my cheeks, i notice that my heart is weak. For the love i have for u, i have made some mistakes.
But i know my love will always last, even though we are distance apart.
You always have the key to my heart.