Im down with fever :'(

 Urrrghhh ! Irritating siol . Kepale aku berat nk mampos. Ade flu lagik. & tekak saket nk mampos ~

Siaaaaaaaal. First day of school was, merepek -.- Aku tido jek satu ari kat klas.

I still don't have the mood to go to school. Im still in holiday mood. Haix.

Btw, saturday i went to Mimi's sister hse, kak fizah, at tiong bahru. 

kesian kan dye sorang2 kat ruma jage anak sdare dye bei tkde orq teman. Bei aku pon teman kan la :)

Lagipon aku mendak gyler kat ruma. 

Bei petang tuuh, aku ngn mimi ngn anak sdare dye pi Vivo. jln2 jek. & nk jumpe botak.

 bei get to noe pon, apit pon kat sane. den, kol dye tatawu nk kol balek. mcg pun tatawu nk reply. -.-

Kae tkpe.. tapi mlm tuuh, dye kol aku. dye ckp dye bz. 

Menyesal jugakk uhc pegi vivo. Sbb buang duit ngn buang mase aje. Botak paitao. Cb !

Bei patah balek tiong bahru. Beyh rest jap. Pastu kak fizah nye laki da balek. 

So, dye jage anak dye kat ruma. Aku ngn mimi pi ruma arwah nenek mimi kat beach road.

Lepastu, kte ikot mimi nye bapak[ayah] pi aljunied amek istri dye[ibu]. kirekan mimi nye mak tiri uhc tuuh :)

Sebelum tuuh, ayah pegi beli durian kat geylang japp. Den kat aljunied, aku ngn mimi lepak2

ngn atikah ngn kwn2 dye. Mampos, matrep siaaal. -.- 

Pastu patah balek tiong bahru. Kte ramai2 mkn durian kat sane. Beyh ayah ngn ibu balek.

Mlm tuuh, aku ngn mimi ton ngn bdk2 satrio. Ngn ahpeng tuuh smue kat tiong bahru jugakk.

Beyh balek ruma kak fizah tido ~. 

The next dae, bangon den masai2, lum mandi smue, pi ikot kak fizah pi kedai :D

Beyh, aku ngn mimi pi bukit merah sbb nk beli susu anak sdare mimi. time nie da mandi ehh. haha.

lepastu, patah balek tiong bahru. Lepas itu, kte aljunied tgk kude kepang. Smpi la ke mlm.

Aku smpi ruma dlm kul 12 lebih. Smpi ruma teros siap2 kan beg skola bastu tido. 

Tgk uhc, bz kan aku ? hahahah. Yela, tapi penat seyyh. Nie pun sakit sbb tk cukop tido nye psl. pfft ! -.-

Now currently chtting with apit syq :D haha. ok laa ,

kepale aku berat nk mampos mcm nk meletop nie. Urrrrggghhhhhh ~

PS : Abq bunny, makbapak adek tawu adek ton. So, dun worie :)

once he let qo of u

die make ur name hawt

n will tell thier frenzz that u cn b use

it easy to get ur loves ones bt end up mccm sial kn..

all swit talk uh

I think back after wht abq bunny told me this. & its 100 percent true about what guys nowadays were like. Smue mcm siaaaaal ~ Ok luhhr. Not all. But most of them.

Ok. Yesterday meeting apit was erm, at first jek ok. but end up, dunno luhhr wht happen. Don't want to elaborate. Bestu mlm2 kate nk kol tapi tk kol2 pon. Nie uhc gare besar kan com nye psl. Mepek siaaa -.- Tkn kol sekejap pon tk buley. Narie dye keje 12 jam. Beyh besok sambung balek keje pagi smpi ptg. Yela, da tawu sibuk keje, atleast kol aku sekejap pon ok peh .. Benci sakk jantan yq pentingkan diri sendiri. Hmm, im deleting my tagged and fb acct soon. But i will still using msn n will styl be blogging. n also, i will be changing number soon. So people, take note ehh. I will only give my new number kat orq tertentu aje. Yq orq yq nana tk kasi, sorie ehh. There's reason why i did all this ~ Btw, i should be going to school today for dance lesson. But sebab besarkan taik mate nye psl kan, aku tk pegi. Muahahaha. Cikgu bising siaa aku tk pegi. haha. Py mampos. Kae la, aku nk maen game kat tagged. Nanti ikan aku mampos susa aku. hahaha. Kae bye. Tc ~ (;

Happy 22 Birthday , Didi Esai :D

Sorie no present. Kalao nk present, i kasi u 22 penampa. k ? haha .itu luhhr present u.

Ok luhhr, happy2 always kae. Semoga cepat kawin. haha.

Last long dgn Nana Kecik. Jage dye baek2.

Hope our friendship can last long. Kalao da ade member baru, member lamer tkmo pulakk lupekan.

Ok luhhr, enjoy ~ 

Sayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaang kao . (;

& also , Happy 16th birthday to my dear sister .

PS : ♥ I fall in love with someone ♥

Firstly, i want to thank to those who cared about me for the past few days.
Sorry if i troublesome u guys. Especially Abg bunny. Thanks for everything (:
I'll promise, i'll listen to ur advice. Adek tkn noti2 lagik kae bang. Trust me (:

Wednesday - Thursday

I skip dance lesson. I went to ton at lavendar with Ijan, Aby, Faz & Didi. Thursday morning, went to Amelia's crib and sleep :D Then, i went out from her house at 9pm. Then i went to meet Epy Whitestar. We went geylang coz he want to capai something. Then, slack till 2 plus. Afterthat, i took cab to Abg Bunny's place. I sleep there. 

Friday - Saturday

Abg bunny went to work in the morning. I went to slack with boboi & mamat. Then, boboi & i went to abg bunny's work place at Clark Quay. da lamer tk jejak town. Biler tht time pegi, terigt kenangan2 manis. Haiishh ! Especially biler tht time countdown. Mabok smpi gyler :D Then, in the morning, went back to abg bunny's house. Afterthat, in the afternoon, abg went back to work. At night, i went to ton ramai2 with mickey all.

Sunday

Then in the morning, went back to abg bunny's house. Balek jek npk abg nqa tido. Beyh aku pun join uhc. Kte due tido setenga mampos siaaak. hahaha. tido satu ari taaao. kte bangon pon stakat makan. bestu tido balek. hahaha ! mcm babi :D Then, at night, i headed home. Smpi ruma jek, sambung tido ~ hahaha.

Monday 

Went to slack at lavendar. Smpi ruma kul 11 lebih, almost 12. Then went online.

Today

Rest at home :D But tadik petang, lepak dgn nadia jap kat luar tangge ruma aku. stakat smoke2, den she went off. bei, aku tido. kul 7 lebih baru bangon. bangon, makan terus onlineeee.:D

Below is the pic when mimi & i went to citysquare, and went i n boboi at abg bunny's work place (:

PS : badan aku sakeet2 ~ siape2 yq tawu ahsarl, diam2 aje kae (:

I cried after reading the message that u send me this morning .

I feel so useless as a daughter .

I am sorry to what ive done . I will try my best to change ,

I love you both . & I miss you. I don't want to lose everything that ive treasure.

Especially my parents. When im away, i keep on asking myself how are the both of doing.

I thought you don't care about me anymore. But i was totally wrong . I am very upset after hearing that dad did not take his medicine that he used to take everyday.

I cried badly after knowing that. I don't want to troublesome the both of u.

 I guess, not only i troublemsome the both of u. But i also troublesome people around me.

& now, i started to feel sick already. I got no mood to eat.

I keep on thinking about the both of you.

Hais. Im no more to say.

IM SO SORRY :(

U lied to me for so many times. But i love you still. I dont know why my love towards u is too strong. I tried not to love u. You never failed making me smile. But i can't. Every day, every minute & every second, i always think about u. I will miss you easily. I thought you're different from others. But i was wrong. Boys are all the same. U same like my previous ex. Tak cukop satu. Mesti nark kene ade byk2 pompan ehh. Haiishh ! I don't understand wht guys really want. Their age is getting older and older. But their mind set is geting younger and younger. Not matured yet still. Very weird. What guys know is, putting the blame on girls. Because of guys, girls nowadays, bastard guys. Betul tk betul ? Hmm. Don't play games with someone who can play better yarhh. Ohh mann, i lost hope in boys already. :'( I waited for your message since yesterday. But you seem didn't care to message me at all. Nvm, enjoy with what you have right now. Don't even bother to know about me anymore. I know im nothing to u. Im just ur spare tire. Right ? Urrghhh ! Fuck u laa. 

& to someone who i treat as a good friend (:

I really do appreciate you for your kindness towards me for all this while. But seems, u didn't appreciate me at all. Im so damn fucking sad and dissapointed. Haiishh ! Come to me when u are sad. But when u are happy, dont even bother to find me. Okaay ? For all this while, you also treat me like tht peh ? da uhc, mls uhc nark layan. Biar aku menghilangkan diri. Jgn carik aku lagik kae. Aku kan sape pade kao. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~

Friday

Ton at Lavendar together with The Warisan boys & Farhan, & farhan's friend, Khai.

Saturday

Went to Ang Mo Kio to watch kude kepang.

I went to meet Ninie first. Then, waited2 and waited, the boys haven't yet came. 

Then, amelia came. The three of us waited for the boys so damn late till we've been chase by a grp of boys.

Beyh check2, drg mintark num -.- Chibei . Sanggop peh keja2 kte stakat nk num ? Aiyoma.

Den, waited & waited till its already 7.30. Ninie need to go since coz she got probation.

Then, Amelia & i waited for the boys. Then, atlast, faz ask the both of us to meet them at Yio Chu Kang. -.-

beyh, baru jek nark pegi MRT, we saw Didi. Teperanjat pulakk npk dye.

Hairan asl dye sorang2 kat AMK beyh yq laen kat Yio Chu Kang ? Hmm.

Then, amelia & i just take bus to go to the blk. Since didi wanna meet his gf kesayangan tuuh.

Ye ye jek ckp nk beli bende, padahal2. Pfft !

Then watch kude kepang till 10 plus. Then, headed home.

Today

Stay at home :D *winkwink*

Goodgirl siaaaaak.

Ini namernye Didi Esai A.K.A Matrep Chibei. Muahahaha XD
* Gua Peh Sayang * :D (TTM)

W.S.M - Kompang Training

Time checked, its 3.57am right now.
Just came back from tonning with lydia & rachel . I just knew rachel. But we was damn close like we already knew each other for years. Huhu :D Ok, let me elaborate about what happen today aite. In the afternoon, i went to school for dance lesson. It was tiring but damn fun. Im proud that i almost managed to get all the steps. hah. Then, aft dance lesson, I, Lydia, Mimi & Didie wnt to interview work at hougang mall. I hope we get the job ehh (: Afterthat, we slack den smoke2. Then, lydia & i proceed back to wdl. While didie and mimi went home. Den, slack with Rachel & her friends. Then, her friends went off. Left the three of us. Then, talk2, smoke2, den rachel went home at around 1 or 2 plus. Then, lydia & i waited for lydia's bf. Tunggu peh tunggu beyh tk smpi2. Byk dye peh otw -.- Smpi aku tetido jap kat atas kerusi tuuh. Then, when lydia's bf and his friends came, i walk off. Lydia send me home with bike. Then, know what ? Halfway riding, we fell down at the drain. hahaa. Pranqai pecah. Lydia bf laughed at us siaaak. Budu -.- Beyh, we continue riding. Beyh tibe2, basikal biken pranqai. Then, we went back to our slack place. And we change bike. This time, lydia's bf follow us. Lydia tompang matae dye. Nana kayuh basikal sendiri. Reach home, switch on the PC. den, while chtting, otp with ein ♥ (: . & now, doing this post . Ok, that's all for today.
Ok la, enjoys the pics below ~ :D

cuteee kan ini bdk ? :D

PS : MY HAIR SUCKS ! Rebonding soon ~ (: