I cried after reading the message that u send me this morning .

I feel so useless as a daughter .

I am sorry to what ive done . I will try my best to change ,

I love you both . & I miss you. I don't want to lose everything that ive treasure.

Especially my parents. When im away, i keep on asking myself how are the both of doing.

I thought you don't care about me anymore. But i was totally wrong . I am very upset after hearing that dad did not take his medicine that he used to take everyday.

I cried badly after knowing that. I don't want to troublesome the both of u.

 I guess, not only i troublemsome the both of u. But i also troublesome people around me.

& now, i started to feel sick already. I got no mood to eat.

I keep on thinking about the both of you.

Hais. Im no more to say.

IM SO SORRY :(