Otak aku da skrg da slow. Tadi je aku da terlepas bus. Padahal aku betul'betul dekat bus stop. Aku rase aku khayal. Aku kat alam lain. What the hell?! This can't go on. Nanti orang pikir aku pompan gyler. Cute'cute, gyler eh? Hahahaha XD Okay, i've been at yusman[cik yusman] crib for two days together with nysha. Maner aku pergi, mesti diye kene ade. kalau tak tak sah okay? XD The first night, the three of us go karoake at boon lay shopping mall. First'first kite stakat 1 jam je. Bei da naik shiok kan, kite tambah lagi 1 jam. Pastu masih tak puas ati, kite tambah lagi setengah jam. haha! macam sial. ton on tht day.

Then ystrd nite, went to karoake again with nysha. Hanye kite due je. Geyrek tak geyrek, asalkan kite happy sua eh. Haha XD bei teros balek tido. Just now afternoon, went Bukit batok to meet ryne. Kawan baik aku. Narie diye da nak surrender. Hais :( Gonna miss you bf :(. Ingat aku selalu kay? Kay la. Short post aje. Mama bising nak pakai com.

Guys know how to say the word I LOVE YOU.

But did they know what's the meaning of those words?

I've been hurt. Not once but several of times.

I fall in love with someone. Someone whom i close by with before.

He showered me with love. He gave me a kiss and a hug, showing me that he fall in love with me too.

But atlast, when i told him the truth, he hurt me instead of making me happy.

He said he love someone else. I then just walk away with tears.

From that day, i realised that the word I LOVE YOU doesn't mean anything to him.

I started to hate & i don't believe in sweet talks from that day.

I just hoping that he'll come back to me and said,

'Baby, what i meant was, someone else whom i was talking about was someone who is willing to wait for me to come back to her. And that's you ♥ :)'.

Like what people always said, 'If you love someone, let it go. If it comes back, its meant to be yours'.

i can't deny that i miss you so much.

i can't lie myself that i feel regret saying the word break up. i love you still bby.

i just can't take it anymore coz of fighting almost each and everyday.

even small matters, becomes big. for now, i feel like keeping a distance from guys.

they're are just making me hurt at last.

life still have to go on with or without my beloved ex.

while im typing this, my heart was crying badly inside. & im controlling those tears from falling.

only god knows how bad i feel right now. 

hearing the song from my blog making me more sadder. you can see that im smiling.

but deep inside, im crying. crying badly. i miss you so much, beloved ex.

right now, i fall in love with someone. someone that i really like. 

but sadly, he love someone else. someone whom i close by. my own babygirl

Oh, this is karma. thanks for hitting me back karma. :(

i feel really bad. i feel that im not a good babygirl to my babygirl's.

& i feel like that im not a good daughter to my both parents. 

i don't know why i suddenly feel this way.

i think its all because of yesterday incident. i don't want to regret now.

i want and would spend more time with my parents. you know, people live and go. 

i don't want to regret later.

i can't get through my babygirl since morning. babygirl, i know that you feel sad with what had

happen with your ex. but please, im begging you. don't do stupid things.

trust me, it won't help. answer my calls please. :(

my mood change suddenly. i've got to go.

ILOVE MY DAILY READER!(:

Sorry for the lack of updates. been busy working and stuff. So yeah, i was just going out with some guys for last several days. They're fun to hang out with. But can be irritating sometimes. Yesterday work was super tired. Ok, not super tired la. But tired only. Heh :D I just dye my hair. But the colour couldn't see so clear. Never mind, i'll gonna highlight my hair if i got my pay already. last two days, i went to watch Social Network at Vivo city cinema. The movie was err, boring. & i couldn't understand what happen in the movie. & today, gonna go marsiling with Nysha. Going to pierce my eyebrown :) Tak sabar tak sabar ^^ My body was aching summore want to go out eh. Hehe. So bored la dudok kat rumah. Nothing to do. Go out more fun. Erm, okay la. Just a short post for today ;)