i can't deny that i miss you so much.

i can't lie myself that i feel regret saying the word break up. i love you still bby.

i just can't take it anymore coz of fighting almost each and everyday.

even small matters, becomes big. for now, i feel like keeping a distance from guys.

they're are just making me hurt at last.

life still have to go on with or without my beloved ex.

while im typing this, my heart was crying badly inside. & im controlling those tears from falling.

only god knows how bad i feel right now. 

hearing the song from my blog making me more sadder. you can see that im smiling.

but deep inside, im crying. crying badly. i miss you so much, beloved ex.

right now, i fall in love with someone. someone that i really like. 

but sadly, he love someone else. someone whom i close by. my own babygirl

Oh, this is karma. thanks for hitting me back karma. :(

i feel really bad. i feel that im not a good babygirl to my babygirl's.

& i feel like that im not a good daughter to my both parents. 

i don't know why i suddenly feel this way.

i think its all because of yesterday incident. i don't want to regret now.

i want and would spend more time with my parents. you know, people live and go. 

i don't want to regret later.

i can't get through my babygirl since morning. babygirl, i know that you feel sad with what had

happen with your ex. but please, im begging you. don't do stupid things.

trust me, it won't help. answer my calls please. :(

my mood change suddenly. i've got to go.

ILOVE MY DAILY READER!(: