Camp gerek . Tapi die punye tempat tido macam siaaaal sekali .

Nak kene tido kat batu. Adui ! sakit satu badan i tau. even ade sleeping bag pun, sleeping bag tuh i buat selimut.

sejuk tau. issh ! due ari pulak tuh.

i skrg kene sunburn pulak. eeeeeewwww ! burok oiii .

narie i gy kampong melayu dgn mimi tgk kude kepang. tapi macam malas pun ade.

muke da la tgh sunburn. pastu badan pulak sakit. haiishh !

cepat la baik plssssssssssssssss >.<

k la, nak tidooooo ~ bye

Ah sumpah ! I kene irritated dgn satu pompan ni. Tau ape ? Die bobal pasal bende kotor smue sak dgn i. Geli per ?! Die tanye i pernah finger sendiri ke tak. Itu la ini la. Abestu die bilang i yang die pernah ini la, itu la. & ade satu part ni, die tanye i, 'u pernah keluar tak pakai bra?' siaaaaaaaaaal la. pathetic per -.- tu pompan da sakit i pulak jadi mangse. sumpaaah i geli. korang takmu ketawe kan i laaa k. pfft ! mentak kene main dgn bangla uh tu pompan. da sakit sgt. eeeewwwwww ! OMG !

Okay btw, ystrd i went to kampong melayu with yuyul to watch kude kepang. Meet her first at wdl int at ard 4 plus? Then headed to marsiling to tred my eyebrown. Then headed to geylang. Took bus 961. Kat board die letak yang bus tu turon kat geylang tau. Bei check2 tak. Sot peh ! Die stop kan kallang mrt sane. Kite sesat jap. Bei pergi nearest bus stop, takde bus pulak gy paya lebar mrt. I pun da fed up teros tahan taxi. Teserempak baby intan. Die dgn die punye giler2 tak abis2. Haha ! Den tgk kude kepang jap. Pastu meet randy dgn wan. Gy yishun park lek2. Pastu gy makan den gy rumah wan lepak. Kul 4.30 baru i sampai rumah. -.- Tido 2 jam lebih je pastu kene bangon gy skola.

Kat skola i tidooooooo. Tak best uh ! Tak nyenyak . Hees. Today i skip CCA. Sumpah i penat gyler. Tak tahan mate ni ! Eyebag peh besar. Eeeeee. This coming wednesday i gy Kota tinggi camping dgn school. So yeah, will be out of singapore for 3 days :'( Nanti rinduuuuuuuu singapore how ? :'(

 I ketawe sampai takde suare biler tgk gmbr ni.

*tgk mate yuyul* hahahaahaha. *evil laugh*

Lydiawati Binte Jamaluddin ♥ ,

I received ur letter during recess when Ella pass it to me. 

I tried to control my tears from falling after i read it. I don't expect you to leave me for quite a long time.

You know how much u meant to me. Our friendship is alrd almost last for 5 yrs.

We've gone through ups and down together. Many good memories we've had done.

Nysha leave me. & yet now ur turn. You guys love seeing me crying alone without any shoulder for me to lean on? Is that so?

If what i said wasn't true at all, why don't u guys think before doing whatever shits u all had done.

At least have the initiative to think about me. You guys know how to advice me this and that.

But u guys did it too. What's u guys up to actually? Well, whatever shits u guys had done, i will still wait for u guys to return back to me. I want to meet the new Lydia & Nysha. Change to better.

If i can. Why can't u guys? I dont want to see u guys return with attitudes that i hate to see.

You guys should understand what im trying to say here. 

I, Fazlyana Nabilah Bte Haron, love and cares for u both damn fucking much ! U get that ?!

What are good friends for ? 

 We all know each other well. I pity both u guys parents. I alrd treated u guys parents like my own.

So it means i treated u guys like my own sister too. 

Always remember that i will always remember about u guys. 

Now, i have only Mimii who i can lean shoulder on. I am begging to god for not separating me and Mimii.

I don't know who i can turn to when Mimii leave me. Oh, plssss god. She's the only one i left now.

*crying softly*

I miss my babygirl a lot. I heard from her mum tht she will be in girls home for 8 mths or up to 1 yr.

or the longest is 1 yr 8 mths. damn! 8 mths is quite long for me. ape lagi 1 yr 8 mths?!

but yeah, kalau brani buat mesti brani tanggung. haishh. bby, i will wait for ur return no matter what k ♥

i love and miss you badly now :'(

i skip my cca today. :( penat gyler ! kaki cramp muscle. haiya. 

kate je nak jadi good girl. but now what :( my malay dance mates expecting me to come today seyh.

sowie sorie k. nxt week i gy.

today school went as pernormal. took individual photo. idk for wht. but wht i know, not for ic.

kalau ic gambar skola. eeeeewwww. tak nak tak nak ! burok per. hahs.

den just now during sci lesson, i urgently nak gy toilet seyh. den teacher ask me to wait and wait. 

almost half an hour i waited. sape buley tahan lagi. stupid mr alan low. muke je handsome. pfft.

i pun peduli ape. i teros cabot je gy toilet. masuk klas balek, kene diri. -.-

geraaaaaaaaaam aje. i binget i teros cakap ngn cikgu,

' cher, u ask me to wait wait. u tink wht ? i cannot tahan ready seyh. u open ur mouth uh. '

si alan low tuh teros stare i pastu suro diri. issshhhh !

k la. whatever shit ! i hate science lesson. for the whole period i bobal2 je.

tapi biler ade assignment nak buat, i tauuuuuu ^^ hees. kawan i ajar teros da cepat tangkap.

best ehh .

PS : I miss having boyfriend :( Wonder who's going to be my next boyfriend. Hmm.

I paitao Ana. Was supposed to meet her today.

But idk why suddenly i feel tired and not in the mood to go out. Sowie yer ana.

Nanti lepas aku balik dari camp skola, kite meet up k.
Nanti aku datang dgn present2 kau skali. Don't worry. Ily.

So i just stay at home today. Ystrd school was kinda bored. I was late to school on thursday.

Ni la gare'gare tunggu mimi punye pasal. Hmm, takpe la. skali skale takpe. 

So now i was at home with mummy & daddy.
Sister working. Brother army camp. Younger sister went for swimming class. 

and here now i by myself in the living room. mummy sleeping and daddy watching tv in the room.

haiishh! bored la. nothing to do. no one accompany me. :(
i nak smoke smoke pun da bes. mendak per gini macam.

takde makanan pun kat dapo. da bes. mummy n daddy lum gy beli barang'barang dapo lagi.

hais. well, know what? i dream something sweet yesterday.
while i with my group of friends hanging out at town, 

suddenly got this one guy. i swear his so damn fucking handsome. he walk towards me and ask for number.

and then we contact'contact each other and meetups. he treat me my favourite ice-cream, ben&jerry.

afterthat, we went to the movie. and afterthat, we seated at a park.

he took out a ring and gave me the ring and ask me to marry him. Awwww. that was super swit kan.

den suddenly sister wake me up. sumpah kacao uh ni budak kecik. -.-

kejot stakat nak tanye mane i letak whiteboard marker die. so pathetic -.-

ni malam mimpi datang balik laaa plssssss. i fell in love with the guy.

now i miss having boyfriend alrd. how how ni? :( kadang'kadang tuh, i jealous tau tgk couple yang last long.

den due2 beli kan each other bende, swit gyler seyh ! i pun nak macam tuh.

tapi tgk la. lelaki2 ni smue suke nah main kan perasaan i. haiishh.

takpe, jodoh di tangan tuhan. Oh well, i miss the guy tht i saw in the mrt. 

dunno why i suddenly fell in love with him deeply. nak jumpe die lagi oh pls. :(

hmm. now i really need $$ 'ching'ching'. nak outer skirt skola. da longgar tau i pakai -.-

den nak beli contact lense. and topup ppd. and shopping some tops.

haiishhh. biler ni kendarat ade lagi? takpela, tunggu je titi mcg i.

k la, tgk mummy tido, i pun macam nak tido. byebye

Shit! Fuck the law ~ My hair is totally black now. Because of school. grr. Whatever shit la k. Black pun black la. Janji ade rambot sua eh :)

First day of school was, FUN! :D First'first je masok klas pikir mane nye mendak. After recess, sempat tido skejap. Bangon je teros kene turon pasal rambot peh pasal. Membebel nye bebel, da 12.30. Masok klas, angkat beg terus jalan balek. Heh heh. Best ^^ After school, slack with girlfriends at rp. Sumpah nari aku macam dorang punye badot. Aku bobal sikit je ketawe. Aku pun tak tau ape yang kelakar sangat. -.- Aftertht, headed back to school. Went for malay dance. Yea, i goodgirl today. Never skip CCA. Im so proud of myself. Yela, cox tadi je kat hall da kene lecture dgn miss milhan pasal CCA.

Well teachers, i will show u tht im not a naughty girl anymore. I realised tht CCA is important for 'N' level :) Thanks for forcing me since the last 2 yrs. Now i want to concentrate more on studies. no more play'play :) Just wait and see. Hmm, tmr go school must bring big beg. Just now i go school bring small bag, mr tan lecture. Macam la aku pakai mak bapak die nye duit beli tu beg. Bodoh! Suke ati aku la.

Betul tak? Heh. Kay la. Nak download lagu. Byeeeeeee

Countdown was awesome. Sumpah i lioke ^^ Minom sampai mabok! Woohoo ~ Sampai marina, teros jumpe rahman and friends kat depan panisula. den headed to marina square. jumpe abang bunny and friends. slack'slack aje. hah, i saw ajul. makin gemok sak tu jantan! eeeewwww. den gy marina steps. dudok'dudok sampai tunggu bunge api. biler bunge api da bes, kite ramai'ramai jalan gy clarke quay. nak masok club bei full house pulak. macam soyal uh! bei kite gy fort canning. chill'chill kat sane sampai pagi. and then headed home. sampai rumah, tak madi tak ape. teros lompat kat katil! Tidoooooooo ~ Haha. ni pun terbangon pasal kakak i la ni. nak gi keje pun memekak. grr -.- k now, nak sambong tido. bye ♥

buto uh! kau cakap kite stare'stare kau? pala puki. takmu nak asal buley uh sial. takmu nak carik hal lagik buley? kau namer je angkong siao. hah, esai prangai gini macam eh? buto sama anda ~ prangai takmu macam budak'budak uh sial. kau takmu jadi jantan takde bodek uh k. pasal kau, orang tudo aku bukan'bukan. ape lagi kau tak happy? kiwak, skrg da 2011 uh siol. budak merepek aku tak layan uh. senang kate, korang satu grp family MEREPEK NAK MAMPOS! kesian aku tgk korang. kurang kasih sayang eh ^^ nak attention eh? hees