Lydiawati Binte Jamaluddin ♥ ,

I received ur letter during recess when Ella pass it to me. 

I tried to control my tears from falling after i read it. I don't expect you to leave me for quite a long time.

You know how much u meant to me. Our friendship is alrd almost last for 5 yrs.

We've gone through ups and down together. Many good memories we've had done.

Nysha leave me. & yet now ur turn. You guys love seeing me crying alone without any shoulder for me to lean on? Is that so?

If what i said wasn't true at all, why don't u guys think before doing whatever shits u all had done.

At least have the initiative to think about me. You guys know how to advice me this and that.

But u guys did it too. What's u guys up to actually? Well, whatever shits u guys had done, i will still wait for u guys to return back to me. I want to meet the new Lydia & Nysha. Change to better.

If i can. Why can't u guys? I dont want to see u guys return with attitudes that i hate to see.

You guys should understand what im trying to say here. 

I, Fazlyana Nabilah Bte Haron, love and cares for u both damn fucking much ! U get that ?!

What are good friends for ? 

 We all know each other well. I pity both u guys parents. I alrd treated u guys parents like my own.

So it means i treated u guys like my own sister too. 

Always remember that i will always remember about u guys. 

Now, i have only Mimii who i can lean shoulder on. I am begging to god for not separating me and Mimii.

I don't know who i can turn to when Mimii leave me. Oh, plssss god. She's the only one i left now.

*crying softly*