Sunday Day Out ♥ - Scape. 

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Once a bitch is always a bitch huh ?! I dnt tink so. Everyone can change. Even a BITCH does !!
I realised tht i use to be a bitch. But right now, im not. Being a bitch doesn't makes me feel good but instead it suffers me n makes people thinks bad abt me. i do still wear open clothes. But tht doesn't mean tht im still a bitch. Eh boy, listen up kays. I was a bitch before cox guys makes me being a bitch. I dont even choose to be one. U just think abt urself. U noe how to feel hurt n jealous when i contacting with other guys. But how abt me ? Have u ever tink bout my feelings ? I was a human being also. I call myself a bitch before cox i used to contacting with a lots of guys. Meet them n hang out. But now, i can feel tht im much different. Very very different. I went home late night still. But not like often like last time. Ton here, ton there. No, im not tht kind of girl anymore. I only ton when there was a certain event. Like, countdown, club. Now, when i went out with my friends, even how late it was, i still have the thought to come back home instead of tonning. Now, i even don't talks with my parents in high tone voice when they scold me. & i dont talk back. I still skip my CCA. But i didn't skip lessons. Now i regret. I regret with my past. I make my family dissapoint n i even dissapoint myself. I don't cntct many guys like how i used to like last time. Now, i only contacted like about 3 guys including u. & there u r scolding me a bitch ?! The other 2 guys i was contacting was just a friend. We do talks with sweet words. But tht doesn't mean tht i like them. Ok, so this is what u've been thinking about me huh ?! I don't care wht u wanna say. But what i noe now, i want to be a good daughter to my parents n a good girlfriend to my future boyfriend. :)

Budak keje paitao. Last week macam ye ye nk panggil i keje. Atlast, satu habuk pun takde. 

Kiwak! sot je sia. Kalau nk panggil aku keje, panggil la betul2. Ni tidak. Bobal terbelet2 macam keling. Sumpah prangai tak perlu uhkays. 

Since i tk werk narie, i thought of going scape today. But i feel lazy. Stay at home watch hindustan more fun. :) 

Btw, sorry for the lack of updates. Idk what to write cox i just stay at home nowadays. 

Nvr go out with friends. Go out pun gy werk je. I feel like life is getting boring. 

Weekdays, go school, go cca, come back home, watch tv den sleep. 

Weekdays pulak, sometimes werk, sometimes go out with cousins. See, how bored is my life right now.

No love, no boyfriend. Haiishh ! How i wish i was attached right now. Jealous tau tgk couple2 lain. 

Now i started to craving for chocalate ice-blended. 

Hmm, jap lagik tuwon beli la. Btw kan, skrg nana da favourite sak main blackshot. 

Haha, sumpah prangai merepek sak aku. Uh takpe, skali skale prangai jantan tak salah kan ? (: 

Uhkay, bye la. nak main blackshot. :P

 

* CLAP HAND * Hahaha ! kan aku da cakap. confirm korang dtg kat aku punye.

let just wait n see whts next okay ? ^^ i can't wait. HAHA

Okay, ystrd i werk. Nasib dekat sia tmpt werk i smlm. Sukeeeeee ^^ buley bangon lmbt sikit. hees.

smlm werk sumpah penat gyler babi. guess brape byk guest ? 3500 siak ! Kiwak.

den tak pasal, i lap pinggan mangkok macam nk rak. bei ade budak2 phantom. 

cute2 per dorang. tapi prangai satu2 musibot bin musibat.

paham2 uh eh. kate mat motor -.- but got this one guy.

OMG ! His super cute. muke sumpah macam apit boi-yus. same, got dimples. tapi pendek. haha

sempat eye contact lagi kite. :P nk meet die lagik plsssssssssssssss ^^ i fell in love with him :D:D

den saturday, went to ECP with fam n cousins. i cycled from the end to end of ecp.

imagine uh ! peh jaoh. hees. kan i ckp nk lose weight ^^

bagus pak haron dgn kate i. hahahaha ~ now weekends da tak lei keluar sgt :(

haisssh ! got werk sia. fuck ~ takpe, $$ nye pasal. Okay da bye. Nk makaaaan. lum makaaaaaaan :P

I don't really understand. Why every year we fought ? Are this what you guys plan to do in secondary life ? Haha ! I don't think so. I had enough & i am tired entertaining such an attitude people. Think with your brain but not with your ear or mouth. What for having brain when you guys didn't make use of it.
 I still remember when i was in sec 1 life. U guys had a fought with me and u guys did the sign sign thing ? HAHAHA ! I feel like laughing as loud as i can now. Oh my gosh, what such a nonsense people i know. But then, who came and talk to each other first ? You guys or me ? Yeah, you guys babe, you guys ! In sec 2 life, you guys had fought with me. But we didn't fought badly that time. Just a small fought. But i still rmbr, who talk to each other first. U guys again :) And now, in sec 3 life, we fought like again. So what now ? You guys like gonna lose points again and talk to me ? Haha. I will laugh at you guys if u guys did that. And i will really do it :) Yeah, i was really mean. I mean because u guys makes me to be mean to you guys. What goes around, comes around. Karma babe.
Yeah, you guys did this to me now. But someone else will did this to you guys back later. Then you guys can understand how hurt it is to have such a friend. I treat you guys well but i get shits in return. Yes, my life is much different then you guys. You guys gets what you guys want from u guys parents. But im not. Im totally different. Because i got such a big and broken family. You guys get love and attention from your blood mother. But im not. I get love and attention from my step mother. Blood mother and step mother is totally different. As a 15 year old girl, you guys should be matured enough to understand.
You guys talks bad about me to other people who is not the people you guys hang out with. Congrats ! You guys succeed to make them feel bad about me too. :) I don't feel hurt, sad or whatsoever. Because i don't think what you guys talks about me is the truth. I know myself well. If you guys treat me as friend, you guys should accept how i am. Not what i am.
Well, i admit that i am shy walking to the shopping malls with you guys. Because you guys act like a monkey who runs from zoo. You guys shout here and there, talk loudly, laugh loudly. Wow ! Oh my gosh, everybody was looking. And the most thing that makes me like wanna cover up my face is when you guys saw handsome guys passing by, you guys likes to point at them and said, ' HANDSOME ' loudly. Oh my god ! Im so so very ashame. And when you guys saw matrep's passing by, when one of u guys shouted, ' MATREP ', then the rest will laugh loudly. Oh gosh ~ That was embarrassing.
Haha ! Okay, whatever shit u guys did, i still accept how u guys are. Because in god's eye, everybody is the same. Well, i don't want to type more. There's no use typing longer. Because, i surely know u guys won't realised. So readers, how bad your friends are, don't treat them like a shit. They are human's and have feelings too. Thanks for wasting of u guys time reading my long post here. Hehe. Bye ♥

Bagus eh ! selameni ni, sie'sie je aku keluar dgn kau. sie'sie je kite otp ari2.

aku pun tak tau kenape aku bodoh sgt gy dgr ape kau suroh. so selameni aku macam anjing kau la ni ?

ni ape aku dapat atlast ? sbbkan aku pandang kau kawan uh aku buat ni semue.

kalau tak, aku tak heran uh dgn kau. well fine, i believe in karma. & aku mengharapkan karma hits u back.

because i want u to feel how i feel. biler takde kawan baru carik aku. biler ade kawan,

wah ! number 1. tau nak tolak aku tepi. listen up k gurl. 

dulu kau buley uh buat aku jadi bahan kau. tapi skrg tak k. kau takkan dapat pijak kepale aku lagi uh skrg k.

pikir kau tue dari aku satu tahun aku nak kene dgr ape kau ckp smue eh ?

kiwak ! tht was the old stupid nana k. NOW NOT ANYMORE. U hear me ?

da tak paya susah2 carik aku lagi k. kalau nak ade org teman kan keluar, ajak la member2 kau tuh k.

da cukop bagus tu aku tak maki hamum kau atas bawah. kau sendiri tau kan prangai aku kalau aku da binget.

nanti kalau aku maki hamum kau, kau tak terima.

buto sama anda ~ world peace. 

prangai budak-budak. masih ' TAKMU FWEN2 ' HAHAHHA :D

Sorry for the lack updates. Was suppose to go for Lulu Darlysha sister's wedding today. 

But i can't make it. Was really tired n lack of rest. Sorry b. Next time kite meet i pujok u maha pujok k ? 

hahaha :) Skrg tgh sorang2 kat rumah. Bukak lagu kuat2. Gerek. I suke i suke ^^

Well, tmr was valentine day. Im not celebrating cox i dnt have a valentine partner.

Im not in the mood. How i wish nysha was here. She will be my valentine for sure. HAHA 

Kite kan lesbian partner :P talking abt nysha, hmm, she will having her homeleave ard june.

Can't wait ! Im gonna be her first friend to hug her tau. :P

Btw, know wht ? I gain weight. OMG ~ >,< i hate it.

im fatter now. abg i kurang ajar. die cakap ngn i,

abg : tu la kau. besar kan perot. prangai mok .. makan tido. mane badan kau tak naik.

nana : uh, da diam ! aku tau aku gemok. -.-

abg : GEMOK !

nana : -.-

kurang ajar kan ? isssssssh ! biler aku gemok bising. biler aku tak bes kan makan, tau nak bising2.

uh kan aku da gemok. aku da kenyang lagi pakse aku makan. stupid bro ! >.<

skrg keje aku kene loss weight. smlm aku ajak mama dgn daddy gy cycling kat ecp, macam2 alasan dorang kasi. i dnt care PAK HARON, u n mama must accompany me go cycling nxt week. 

i can't jogging sbb cepat penat. gare2 isap rokok byk sgt i guess.

cycles atlest helps okay ? u get it PAK HARON ? hees :D

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Byebye ~