Sunday Day Out ♥ - Scape.
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I realised tht i use to be a bitch. But right now, im not. Being a bitch doesn't makes me feel good but instead it suffers me n makes people thinks bad abt me. i do still wear open clothes. But tht doesn't mean tht im still a bitch. Eh boy, listen up kays. I was a bitch before cox guys makes me being a bitch. I dont even choose to be one. U just think abt urself. U noe how to feel hurt n jealous when i contacting with other guys. But how abt me ? Have u ever tink bout my feelings ? I was a human being also. I call myself a bitch before cox i used to contacting with a lots of guys. Meet them n hang out. But now, i can feel tht im much different. Very very different. I went home late night still. But not like often like last time. Ton here, ton there. No, im not tht kind of girl anymore. I only ton when there was a certain event. Like, countdown, club. Now, when i went out with my friends, even how late it was, i still have the thought to come back home instead of tonning. Now, i even don't talks with my parents in high tone voice when they scold me. & i dont talk back. I still skip my CCA. But i didn't skip lessons. Now i regret. I regret with my past. I make my family dissapoint n i even dissapoint myself. I don't cntct many guys like how i used to like last time. Now, i only contacted like about 3 guys including u. & there u r scolding me a bitch ?! The other 2 guys i was contacting was just a friend. We do talks with sweet words. But tht doesn't mean tht i like them. Ok, so this is what u've been thinking about me huh ?! I don't care wht u wanna say. But what i noe now, i want to be a good daughter to my parents n a good girlfriend to my future boyfriend. :)
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