Eventhough i alrd broke up with him for quite a long time, idk why i still have the feeling tht i still love him. 

he ask me for patch for several times but i rejected.

i still love him but idk why i dnt feel that i can be back with him. 

maybe im too scared to hurt him again. 

his the only guy who understand me n give me full attention.

he loves me more than he love himself. he sacrifice for me alot. 

so many memories that ive gone thru with him. even it was just last for 3 mths, i feel like 3 yrs. 

i just get to know that he is already attached. im so jealous. i feel very hurt. i feel like he betrayed me. 

but i realised that his nobody to me now. his just a ex. a good ex. 

what makes me loves him so much is because, he respect me as his girlfriend. his different from the other guys i knew. 

when i meet his family, i feel very safe. his mother is such a small person who loves to laugh a lot. 

his dad, is a open-minded person. n his bro, is a very caring person. 

HIS THE BEST EX BOYFRIEND I EVER HAD ! I Miss You .