I yells because i cares. I cries because im frustrated. I randomly smiles because im thinking of you, even if you’re already there. I scrunches my face because im about to explode, not because im constipated. I hits you because i wants to touch you. I stares at you because im infatuated. I calls every half hour because I misses you. I lectures you because am like a boss, not mom. I kisses you because i just wants to. I asks you questions because im curious, not to be annoying. I wants to know where you are to be with you. I calls just to hear your voice. I walks beside you to hold your hand. I sits close to you to lean on your shoulder. I stands in front of you because I wants a hug. Just face it, im in love with you.

I’ve realized girls tears only seem to fall when they don’t know what they’re gunna do anymore to try to be happy. They cry cause they’re fighting against those feelings that are telling them to let go, but knowing that if they let go, they might regret it. And they’re just trying to figure out what’s going to happen if they keep holding on, and if they’re willing to go through with all the pain that’s needed just to keep fighting. :'( *crying*

Thank you so much for this b. U noe that i want mp4 for a long time. & now u have full fill my wish. I love you so much boyfriend. I will take care this mp4 like how i take care of u. I promise i won't sell it, lost it or spolit it :)  Anyw, i miss you a lot. You're busy working now. Im a bit sad but im also proud of u b. I understand ur situation. You have told me before that you're doing this for our future. How sweet of u b. But pls rmbr that not ur wealth that all i wanted. I just want ur love and i want to last long with u. Or maybe, last forever b? But there's just one thing that i hiding from u. Im so sorry b. I want to tell u the truth. But im scared. Im not scared of u. But im scared of losing u. But i swear, i didn't play time u or going/texting with other guy. Its just one thing that u don't like me to do but i've alreday did :( Im really sorry baby. I don't know how to face you. I know if i tell u the truth, u will surely mad at me and ask for a break up. I dont want that to happen! Hais b. Im really really sorry! I hate myself! I don't know why im addicted to it. :( When im boring at home, idk wht to do but to just do this. IM SORRY BABY! PLS FORGIVE ME! I DON"T WANT TO LOSE YOU! I SWEAR! Oh god, pls show me to the right path :(