Thank you so much for this b. U noe that i want mp4 for a long time. & now u have full fill my wish. I love you so much boyfriend. I will take care this mp4 like how i take care of u. I promise i won't sell it, lost it or spolit it :)  Anyw, i miss you a lot. You're busy working now. Im a bit sad but im also proud of u b. I understand ur situation. You have told me before that you're doing this for our future. How sweet of u b. But pls rmbr that not ur wealth that all i wanted. I just want ur love and i want to last long with u. Or maybe, last forever b? But there's just one thing that i hiding from u. Im so sorry b. I want to tell u the truth. But im scared. Im not scared of u. But im scared of losing u. But i swear, i didn't play time u or going/texting with other guy. Its just one thing that u don't like me to do but i've alreday did :( Im really sorry baby. I don't know how to face you. I know if i tell u the truth, u will surely mad at me and ask for a break up. I dont want that to happen! Hais b. Im really really sorry! I hate myself! I don't know why im addicted to it. :( When im boring at home, idk wht to do but to just do this. IM SORRY BABY! PLS FORGIVE ME! I DON"T WANT TO LOSE YOU! I SWEAR! Oh god, pls show me to the right path :(