She's gorgeous. Ain't she? :)

Well, im not being myself lately. I feel insecure and i have a very low self-esteem which makes me feel apathetic. I tend to get very envious of those pretty girls out there. Ugh, fuck this shits.

Im planning to change the whole me, in other words change my style. Im planning to do that in 3 months time, i hope so. Okay, now i sound like a despo. 

A little update about myself, i went out with this jerk by the name Kyle. It was supposed to be a date but it wasn't as something bad happen which i shouldn't disclose it here. I still do believe that guys will always be guys and they are hungry for sex. That is usually the first thing on their mind when they get to know girls. Sadly, that is the ugly true. 

Moving on, i just got a new job recently. Well, i think so far this job is the most entertaining job i had ever work. My colleaques are all way friendly and i feel very comfortable having them around me. Thank god. And, not to forget, thanks Izat for recommending me the job. 

Oh anyway, my mind is blank right now. I got nothing else to post right now. So i guess, i end here for now and i'll come back soon. Lesson learnt, guys will ALWAYS be guys. Goodnight xoxo