i feel damn sorie with abah and mama. ive made them dissapointed.
i skip school , i break the school rules , i didnt listen to them , i skip CCA , i didnt went home for the whole day , i've been rude with them , i care for my friends more than i care for them , and i always went home late. i really do not know what's wrong with me. arrgh. *tears* even my art teacher told me that im a troublemaker.

why can't i get back to my old nana. WHAT"S WRONG WITH ME ?!
i just want the old FAZLYANA NABILAH back ! that's it.

oh well , ive been thinking back , ahsarl luhr nana sanggop tark baleq sbb kan konek punye pahsarl ? bodow nye ! yanq nana pi dengar diye punye sweetmotherfcuker talk da kenape ?! fitri, diye mcm paham luhr nark antar nana baleq. fitri cakap, diye akan antar nana betol betol sampai ruma. tap biler da tyme nabilah nark baleq, banyak alasan diye bagi. takderh duit tambang luhr , penat luhr , ini itu , ini itu .. manerh word2 eu smue huh , MUHAMMAD FITRI BIN KAMARUDDIN ? eu sengaje nark i kene marah ke aperh , is it ? what's wrong with eu ? kalaw eu betol betol sayangk kan i, eu tark suro i ton taw. and because of this , i skip schools. u pikir i macam eu peh , malas nark pegi skola ? no, i wasn't. and kalaw eu betol betol sayangk kan i , eu anta i baleq and eu jumperh dgn mak bapak i. u bilang dorang , eu yang suro i ton. and yanq i aderh dgn eu satu ari tu. right bby ?

da luhr , i dont want to talk about lelaki yanq tatawu tanggung jawab. menyakitkan ati aje. well, lets get back to school. school was okaay. but i DAMN with my art teacher , mdm lis. nana penat luhr nak cite kan. hmm , and anyway , my phone been confiscicate with my PE teacher , miss milhan. mcm sial luhr ! i hope mama would go down to school next week and take my phone. my job is to just keep on begging her. i miss my phone ! :(

and there's this gerl who yanq tark sedar diri. she told me that fitri is her's. dream on luhr sayangk ! no matter how bad he is , i will still love him. and trust me, im gonna change him to being good. let's just wait and see. and pls luhr gerl , fitri da tark suke kaw kaay ? and so what yanq diye tuu abaanq angkat kaw skrg ? big fuck uhr ? and u are trying to get back to him eyh ? pelan2 kayuh luhr kaay. itu semue takkan terjadi. and please, i dont fight for KONEK's. its just wasting my time luhr bie. kaw takecare suaa ~

and to my abaanq bunny ,

` abaanq, im sorry coz now ive been putting u aside. its not that , i forget about eu since i have fitri. that's not true at all. im just want to be alone for this while. i have family problems skrg. adeqq harap² abaaanq faham dgn situation adeqq. just pls, dont think negative kaay. what ever happens, u'll will stil be my beloved abaang. *smile* and im really sorie sbb adeqq tark kol abg masetu. i didnt went home masetu. adeqq ton dgn fitri. and adeqq betol² sorie kaay sbb that tyme tark meet abg. and since eu know that my phone been confiscicate, i'll just gonna kol eu using my home phone. alright ?

kaay luhr abaanq,
jage diri baek2 taw.
adeqq sayaang abg luhr.
remember , i will always remember eu no matter what.

and to my dear schoolmates,
sorie for being sombong. maaf yer. i just want to be by myself. sorie for not even smiling at eu guys. maaf yer. lagi2 dgn , putri and friends. maaf yer ? nana bukan sombong or what. but i just feel like being by myself. i hope u all understand me. idontknow why its makes my mouth damn heavy to smile at eu guys back. im sorie :(