We used to be a perfect couple. but it only lasted for just a week.
why ?! because you wanted it to be that way. I used to think that you were the greatest guy. When I think about it now, i say. What the fuck ! was I saying ?

I loved you with the whole of my heart. Just to get back a piece of TOTAL
SHIT ! Why is it that I could never get a perfect lover ? What I mean by perfect lover is that. a guy who love me with the whole of his heart. When will that day ever come ? Perhaps I always put on high hopes on the person I love. Whenever I love someone, I will end up getting hurt. My love was always one-sided. But I didnt noe that you were just lyke the STUPID IDIOTIC MOTHER FUCKING BOYS !

I thought that maybe if I try to win your heart, you might lyke me one day. But you were just toying with my feelings. I couldnt accept the fact that you actually wanted to two time me. Juz how LOW can you sink ?!!

I rejected you. Didnt give you another chance. Because I knew that even if I DO give you another chance, you still wont change. Coz once A BASTARD, IS ALWAYS A BASTARD. We just have to move on. Forget the past memories that would only make me cry. Wad EXACTLY HAVE I DONE WRONG TO YOU that you have to do all this fucking things to me. Fine ! I've had enough of all your nonsense. Do whatever you want ! I wont give a fucking damn ! Talk to my hand, talk to my elbow, talk to my knee ! and just leave me alone.

I will mend my heart ! I will forget you. and all the memories we once had. I will kick all of them to the dustbin. and i will. Day by day.. I love u less and I will hate you more. And Im not EVER gonna talk to you again, smile at you, or even look at you. U're just a normal friend to me. Or better still, I dont even know you exist. and so I will continue my life journey. Without a fucker guy like you, MUHAMMAD FITRI BIN KAMARUDDIN !

( sorry guys for posting with hash words.)