Like what kak dinah told me, i have to be patient with this kind of guy. 

One day, they will soon realised how much they're meant to us. and how much we're meant to them.

Ajul, you're my boyfriend, my lover, my best friend, my brother, and mine number one guy.

You're the first guy i really deep deep in love with. You've teach me what's the meaning of love. Real love. I will always love you no matter what, my dear. Now, im facing with a very difficulty problem. I just need you to remember what you've promise me. Every single of them. That's all. And, pls change for our sake. Berubah untok diri u dan juga berubah untok i. If you really love me, prove it to me. For me, sacrifice is not enough. I want more, yes more. You should know what i mean by more. I love you Zul. 

Thank god for letting him to be part of my life. :)

And let me elaborate about yesterday and today.

First day working is fun but tiring. Really tired. Now then i know how difficult it is to earn money taao. 

Ajul was working with me too. He looks very cute wearing the uniform. Haha. Even mimi told me that. We're working again this coming sunday. So yeah, you wont see me online. 

Btw, nk tawu bende tk ? Kat tempat keje kan, there's this 3 matrep uhr. Drg asyik kacao nana jek. Den, aderh satu part nie, drg tanye ajul yg nana att ke sgl. Abei ajul ckp att. Beyh drg pon tanye uhr dgn sape. Beyh ajul ckp yg nana att dgn ajul uhr. Know what ? Those mat-rep tekejot berok sakk. haha. da tuhh, muke smue paiseyyh. paiseyyh rabak punye. haha, tu luhr, kacao org lagik. da bagos tu ajul tk buat apaperh. haha ! atlast, teros smue diam. da tk brani kacao nana lagik. Merepek seyyh drg, mintak facebook la, tagged la. haha ! Ah kaaay la, nana tk ckp peh yg nana bangge kene kacao. Cuma cam kekek gituu luhr kans ? Hmm ya, i saw boistar nye ex, shahidah dgn family diyerh. Kenal jugak eh drg dgn nana. Haha, pikir tk knl. Drg yg tego nana dulu. hee. nana yg tk cam muke drg at first. pastu, pikir2 balek, ah yeah, aku igt. haha. skrg nie, tangan nana cramp uhr. angkat bende berat2 nye psl. manerh tk, angkat pingang cawan byk2. hais. Dpt gaji pon, skrg da tinggal 8 dollar plus ? haha. rabak kan ? Yeluhr, pegi topup hp dgn repair hp. manerh tk abes ? err kaaay, meeting ajul today. Diyerh nk pegi tindek luhr ape la. mcm2 uhr nie mat. and as for today, had english common test. not bad luhr the paper. lepas paper, nana teros balek. penat kan, lack of sleep. beyh kat ruma je teros tido uhr. skrg nie, tgh tunggu ajul kol. ahkaaay la, penat uhr tgn type panjang2.