I have a boyfriend. But he didn't understand me. I treat him like a good friend of mine. But did he? I keep on asking myself the same question. Sometimes he good but sometimes his bad. I got a family who don't understand me also. They knoe how to nag, nag and nag. They didn't see the good things i've did. They only see the bad things that i did. & that's make them like to point fingers at me. I have many friends. But not even one of them is my good friend. They come to me when they need help. But when they are happy, they forget about me :( Without family, friends and even lover who don't even knows what i really wanted. What for living? I got nobody to turn to when im feeling down.

I sacrifce for my boyfriend a lot. But i always getting hurt in the return. I think i shouldn't be too kind to poeple. Please boyfriend, don't do this to me. I hate fighting with you. I just need you to understand me. You didn't even give me to go out with my friends. I need freedom too baby. For this whole 4 months, i feel that im not love by you. But you make me feel that you've been torturing me. I love you deeply. And i never ever got this kind of feelings towards a guy. I want to be with you forever baby.

Oh god, please show me to the right path. :(